I am stuck between dilemmas which me myself created it.
I shall knew that this would happen sooner or later.
The only thing I could do now is to be patience.
I don't know till when, but that is what I am going to do.
I know I am not your up most priority, but still it hurts me seeing you choose another priority.
I dare not say these in front of you for I am afraid it will get back to me.
I would just keep quiet and observe.

For all the ups and downs I am facing, I know God will always be there to bless me and to guide me in any hurdles that I am facing.
I want this mutual feeling back like we used to be, I know its difficult.
For now, I shall just smile and go on with the flow you have created.

Thou I am hurting inside, but I am dangerously in love with you.